Guarding your heart, Part 4: Helping each other out & getting along

(A blog post from Stephen C.)

Why does having a relationship have to be mutually exclusive from the rest of what you want for your life? Why does it have to detract from the time/energy you spend doing the other things that matter to you?

From my experience, IT DOESN'T!!!!!!!

The best relationships I have ever encountered have always revolved around HELPING EACH OTHER OUT. That strictly means making everything else about each other's lives better. If you want to be a standup comic, your partner should be the first one to help you with your jokes. If you want to lead a bible study, your partner should be the first to read your lesson plan. If you have homework to do, your partner should be the first one to make you sit down and do it without allowing any distractions. Your life partner should be someone who makes you do what's right for you, especially when you won't do those things yourself.

I think the reason people tend to not have this in their own relationships is because people are going about their relationships the wrong way. They make it about what's best for themselves, instead of what's best for their partner. It goes from helping each other achieve the other's goals to forcing their partner to have to MEET THEIR EXPECTATIONS. It's not fair to the partner, but that's the way it always seems to play out. Now given, relationships have to work two ways, but it's up to you to find a partner who is able to do that.

So what's the answer? Well, the first thing is that you need to have family and friends there for accountability. It can also be a good idea for you to have a professional or pastoral counselor to talk to. A lot of people have an issue with pride and don't see why these outside sources can be helpful. These sources are there for secondary forms of communication and can be vital to the success of a relationship.

The two most common reasons for separation are money and bad communication. If you are a genuine Christian, you shouldn't be worried about money, so that eliminates one problem. Bad communication is a much harder problem to solve. A lot of people take very dangerous approaches to communicating that can be self-destructive in a relationship. The most common one is treating every conversation like it is either a problem to solve or a debate to win. However, it's hard not to get caught up in this when you have a partner who only shares problems with you, and does not share joys.

What ever happened to being friends???????????

Just because you have a serious relationship doesn't mean you can't be friends! Sometimes I admire the “hippie tramps” who wander around life aimlessly from place to place. They always seem to have an eye on what's important in relationships. It's not about conflict and resolution, it's about experiencing life together! I wish there was a way to combine experiencing life with achieving goals and have it all work out. I guess it would have to start with lower expectations / reasonable goals.

“If you don't expect to much from me, you might not be let down.” -Gin Blossoms

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Guarding your heart, Part 3: Discernment & emotional maturity

(A blog post from Stephen C.)

The one justification I have grown the most tired of hearing from people on a regular basis is the “God wants me to” rationale. That's not to say that it is never a good rationale because it 100% can be, it's just that it is the MOST COMMONLY OVERUSED AND MISCONSTRUING WAY OF THINKING THERE IS!
I have never seen anything take people's lives further down the wrong path than misinterpreting God's will for them. Before you get any more upset with me for saying this, let me give you an example:

A girl at my old church was 115 credits into her biology degree. This was June, and she had been planning on taking her final two classes in August. That was until she showed up to bible study with a revelation:

“God wants me to change my major.”

She went on for twenty minutes about how God wanted her to dedicate her life to helping people, so she was now going to pursue a degree in psychology. She said that God had given her a gift in revelation to be able to see her life's path and purpose so clearly, and she was very excited to soon be starting her new curriculum. I asked her at the time why she didn't just finish her degree and take some extra time to think about this decision, but she was completely convinced in her own mind and gave me a long sales pitch about it. This is a very common trait with the “God inspired”...... a complete unwillingness to listen to anyone!!!

So fast forward to December of that year. I hadn't seen her for about six months, and I asked her how her psychology studies were coming along. She replied “Oh, now I'm doing interior decorating!”


It scares me to see how closed-minded people can get when they become convinced they have all of God's answers. They apply this thinking to the most vital issues of their lives. To be honest, I see this trait much more in women than I do in men. They become followers of their feelings, and their feelings become “God's will” for them. The worst part about it is that when you try to help them, they don't respond well. “It's my life, don't tell me how to live it. You're not allowed to question what 'God' wants, Stephen!”
(I think of my ex-girlfriend when I talk about this.)

Being overconfident / over assured about your perspective / beliefs / life decisions is a sign of emotional immaturity, AKA being childish. The people who read this note are mostly somewhere in the transition period between being a child and a 100% independent functioning adult. We all have a tendency to mix adulthood with child-like behavior. The first step in growing is being able to recognize the difference between the two. Adults don't live their lives believing that they know everything.
“Those who acknowledge knowledge acknowledge their own ignorance.”
- Aristotle

I have had five or six people talk with me recently about their dating lives as examples of not knowing where they stand as far as maturity / discernment. Here is my take on that:

The emotionally immature woman is someone who could have the best thing that could ever happen to her standing right in front of her face, and without a moment of thought be able to outright reject it.

She is too busy chasing after the guy in the pink shirt.

Who is the guy in the pink shirt? I made him up, but he is the prototype of what the emotionally immature woman chases after:

The guy in the pink shirt makes a quirky joke in front of the girls while wearing a pink shirt. He loves attention, and he is very entertaining. He is great at always making a joke out of everything, right up until he gets indignant brat anger about something. He wants to have deep discussions, but he tends to be too complacent for them to fully develop. He wants to seem wise and intellectual but is generally too down to earth and too caught up in his OWN reality. He is very energetic and willingly confrontational if need be. He is jealous and territorial due to his insecurity. He claims to put “bros before hos” but would sell out his best friend if it would make the right girl like him more.

He is bold enough to say anything at any time, and that's what you love about him. He always has an air of mystery, but part of that is the reality that he is not man enough to allow you to understand what he is hiding from.

He has no interest in you whatsoever.

He doesn't have enough testosterone or self confidence to be able to love someone or truly appreciate them. His wants to find the meanest girl with the highest social status. If he can make her submit to him, then he has achieved victory. When it's all said and done, the one thing he loves more than anything is flattering himself. When he runs out of mean girl prospects, he resorts to momentary security as a backup plan. He resorts to you.

The sad thing is before I grew up and became a man, I used to be a lot like that guy. I got a lot of girls that way. Now as a man, I simmer in my frustration, and I wait patiently for women to catch up. The problem is right about the time a man grows up and acts like a man (when it's possible), the women have grown into bitterness over the guy in the pink shirt. Even as an adult they still fight the bitterness. In a way, we've both missed the boat.

So let's review....

Step one... women incorporate “God” into their fickle, superficial, and somewhat sadist sex drives.
Step two... they turn down every offer from every guy who is actually worth the investment.
Step three... they chase after the guy in the pink shirt, and if they are lucky enough to snag him, he still inevitably breaks their heart. He leaves you for your best friend and doesn't even feel sorry about it.
Step four... the women get bitter about him.


My conclusion:

I am part of the school of thought that says when you talk about God's will without truly knowing it, you are undermining God, and when you undermine God, that is blasphemy. There is a lot of temptation in the world, and you need to recognize that it wants to disguise itself as God-inspired.

For what it's worth, the best sexual fulfillment comes from someone you are NOT lusting after...... and someone you have NOT put on a pedestal.

For the guys....
Earlier tonight, my buddy was talking about how “beautiful” this girl was. She happened to be very physically attractive, and his case about the rest of her has never been very convincing to me. I told him the greatest gift he could ever give himself is to be able to see someone who is not so pleasing on the outside, recognize her similarities to this other girl, and then see that he could be JUST as attracted to that other woman if he would just let go of insecurity and be a man. When I used to be in the fraternity at MSU, I discovered that it was just as physically gratifying, if not more, to be with a woman who isn't universally sought after because of her outer beauty. Another way of putting it.... everyone looks the same when the lights go out!!! :)

For the ladies...
Marie hooked me up with an excellent book for women about how to do things the right way for yourself.

Check out this chart thingemajingy:

Virtuous Woman:--------------------

------Body Beautiful Woman:

attracts all people.......................only nice when it helps her dating status
seeks God first............................ seeks people first
interesting / has personal goals........“shopping” for a husband
becoming what God wants...............waiting to be found
realistic..................................... lives in a fantasy world
interested in the person................. interested in a future in that person
spiritually challenging......................wants sensuality
gives friendship............................expects friendship
verbally communicating....................wallflower
committed to trusting God................cinging to a guy
open to other friendships.................possessive
secure in the Lord......................... insecure without a “dream man”
builds positive qualities in yourself.......wanting him NOW
trusting in God..............................trusting in schemes to catch a man
patiently waiting............................on the hunt

How are you rating? Are you being honest with yourself??


Gal 5:19-21 Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.

Gal 5:22-23 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.

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Another note from Marie: If you're curious, the book is "Lady in Waiting" by Debbie Jones & Jackie Kendall, and it is hands down the best book on Biblical dating & relationships that I have ever read. I would love to lead a small group study on it one of these days. So, in conclusion, read it. It's well worth your time, even if you're not a woman.

Too cute!

Yes, it's a bit old, but I still can't keep myself from saying "awww!" at this article about baby hedgehogs adopting a cleaning brush as their surrogate mother.

Say it with me now...awww!!! =)

Cinematic genius

My good friend Patrick just wrote a review of my all-time favorite movie, Noises Off!, to which I immediately introduced him upon learning he had never before seen it.

"To describe too much of this movie would absolutely ruin it. If you like comedy that is based on dialogue as well with as a hint of physical comedy, this movie is for you. All the actors in this are great, but what really shines is the script. I swear, the person who thought of this was high or tripping on acid or both. It had to be amazingly complicated to write this but an absolute joy to see it turn out. The best part about the movie is that even though you are seeing the same play pretty much three times, each time is absolutely hilarious. I would also suggest multiple viewings of this film because each time you watch it you catch something you missed the first time. The movie is fast paced and you can find yourself laughing at three comedic elements at the same time during certain parts. This is one of the smartest comedies I have had the pleasure to see. Just don't forget the sardines."

You can read the entire thing, along with reviews of many other movies, on the Film Geeks website.

Still alive

Summer semester has begun, and I'm loving it so far. I have more time for reading, writing, and other things I've been wanting to do, so stay tuned for more yummy blogging goodness soon. =)

Getting silly with scripture

I was able to walk around my dad's office during Take Your Daughter to Work Day. When somebody asked what I was doing, I told him "I am going about my father's business".

When my favorite waitress at the restaurant I frequent asked how I would like my steak cooked, I told her, "Well done, my good and faithful server".

Strengthening friendships

I found these notes while flipping through my journal. They were written during an unspecified women's retreat.

• Be content with the friends that you have.
• Loneliness is part of the journey. Think of it as a chance to spend more time with God.
• When you have problems in your relationships, pray about them instead of pullng away.
• Be wise with your mouth and ears.
• Don't be serious all of the time.
• Be willing to endure tough times.
• Build unity in your relationships through Christ.
• Be filled with the Holy Spirit.

Guarding your heart, Part 2: Emotional Intelligence

(A blog post from Stephen C.)

This is a follow-up to Steve's last post about God-centered dating. For this one, we actually teamed up and threw some ideas around for several hours, so what follows is the result of our brainstorming and his awesome writing.

"Anyone can become angry - that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, and for the right purpose - that is not easy."
-Aristotle

Aristotle's quote is what constitutes emotional intelligence. You can just as easily replace the word "angry" with the word "love" or any other emotion and it will still fit. To me, high emotional intelligence is the most important and attractive quality you can find in another person. I would say faith is number one except to me, it is a part of emotional intelligence. A truly faithful individual knows how to have emotional integrity / intelligence.

If you don't recognize what emotional intelligence has to do with faith, there are a million bible quotes about it. The best one is found in the third chapter of Ecclesiastes.

Ecc 3:1 For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:
Ecc 3:2 a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
Ecc 3:3 a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
Ecc 3:4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
Ecc 3:5 a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
Ecc 3:6 a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
Ecc 3:7 a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
Ecc 3:8 a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.

and later...

Ecc 3:17 I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time for every matter and for every work.

What this is also indirectly saying is that poor timing compromises integrity / God's will. In my experience, for every person who has trouble opening up to people, you will probably find two who have a problem with opening up too soon. Both problems would be considered emotionally unintelligent. The key to a healthy life finding a healthy compromise.

You have to learn how to guard your heart and follow it at the same time!

Even sexually inexperienced people usually have some concept about the destructive power of physicality in relationships. Giving your body up too soon is a perfect way to destroy a healthy relationship. What most people don't see is that being emotionally intimate too soon is equally destructive. Not only does it put an unfair amount of pressure on the other person, but it also severely damages how they will perceive you. It makes you seem needy or less respectable when you take your most valuable emotions and expose them to someone who should not yet have earned your trust. In a way, it makes your emotions seem less valuable, and people will have less respect for you because of it.

On top of that, premature trust is just plain dangerous! As I said in my last note, it takes time to be able to understand a person's character. Would you really want to trust intimate things in your life to a person if they didn't have good character?

My mom once told me, people don't care how much you know until they know how much you care. I would add that you should not care too much for people you don't know, because you have to know first that they are going to be worth the emotional investment. It's okay to care, just don't get caught up in caring too much.

So that's one side of the coin, but here's the other side:

Women in our society are raised to think that men want someone who "plays hard to get" and isn't "too accessible." That belief is centered around the idea of guarding your heart, but some women take it too far. For one thing, a reasonable man has to draw the line at some point as to what he is willing to put up with in pursuit of a woman. If you go out of your way to make things unnecessarily difficult, then it's not unreasonable for a man to give up. In a sense, you will be setting yourself up for the guy who comes on super strong and won't take no for an answer. This type of stubborn behavior usually equates with neediness. Most women go through a phase in life where they want a guy who is needy and persistent in this way, but then when they end up with one they realize how awful it is. At first they think it is cute to see a guy jumping through hoops for them, but then they realize that you can just as easily train a monkey to jump through hoops, so it's really not attractive and the man loses their respect. I don't think it's possible to have a good relationship with someone you don't respect. :)

So yeah, you don't want to close yourself off too much, as it will damage your social and spiritual life. If you ask me, it's better for a woman to know what she wants and not be afraid to go after it, just as long as she is not willing to compromise her integrity for it. If you are afraid to go after what you want, or if you don't let ANYBODY in, you will end up missing out on healthy opportunities for your life.

I had one other fun little theory that I have had to argue with numerous people in the past. That's why I saved it 'til the end. :)

Here it is:

YOU CAN'T TRULY LOVE SOMEONE ELSE WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART UNTIL YOU CAN LOVE/ACCEPT YOURSELF.

The reason behind this is that when the other person needs you, you won't be fully emotionally available to them. You will always be somehow caught up in your own issues if you don't love yourself, and the rationale behind your actions will not always be fair in respect to the other person. In order to have integrity you must also have humility. In order to have humility you must have some degree of self-acceptance. People who don't value themselves will manifest it as a mix between obvious self-hatred and the occasional attempt at fake narcissistic behavior. Insecure people love to try to reassure everyone about how secure they are and how they've got everything figured out.

In a way, the core of all loving relationships is just positivity. Love God with all of your heart and don't run away from the people you have a comfortable passion for. When it comes time to pick a husband or wife, be sure you pick someone who is a friend in addition to being a lover. Find someone who appreciates the unique things about you and who lifts you up and makes you be a better person. Find someone who makes you feel happy. Don't worry about playing games with them. If it's meant to be it should work out naturally!

Be sure you find someone who lives a life of faith and is emotionally intelligent. Then have an approach that since time is on your side, there is never a need to rush things. If you need a reminder about that, read my last note. There will be a time and place for everything you will share together, so be patient and remember Ecclesiastes!!!! :)

Thanks for reading!

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Guarding your heart, Part 1: God-centered dating

(A blog post from Stephen C.)

It's interesting how I can go through life constantly calling on God, and occasionally feeling doubts about whether or not he actually gives his blessing over the things I get involved with. Just when I start to give up, he will interject himself into situations in miraculous ways.

It seems like everyone has concerns about God-centered relationships and guarding their heart. It is definitely difficult and it takes a lot of wisdom to handle the situations life is constantly putting before us.

Because of my past experience, I feel that I have some relevant ideas to contribute, even if I don't always live by them. That being said, I do believe that when the time is right, I will be able to do things the right way in my life. I have everyday struggles like anyone else, but I also believe I have wisdom that will allow me to overcome them with God's help.

As far as relationships are concerned, if you are getting emotionally involved with a person who doesn't have God-centeredness as a goal, then you are NOT guarding your heart. That being said, how do you know if someone's approach is God-centered or not?

If you ask anybody what attracts them to a person, you will almost always hear superficial answers. I am attracted to the way he/she looks or acts. When you talk about what makes a good husband/wife, it's mostly about character issues that exist below the surface.

It's important to recognize that being attracted to a person DOESN'T necessarily make it right for you to pursue them.

It's easy to manipulate feelings, and it's easy to manipulate people who are always acting based on them. You want to be in a dating situation where you help each other to grow on a spiritual level. You want to know what kind of character someone has before you get involved with them. It definitely takes a lot of time to get a grip on that. You can't judge someone's character in one day.

I have always said that when you are doing things the wrong way, time seems to always be working against you. Has it been long enough? Is there enough time? When should this happen?

When you are doing things the right way, time becomes your best friend. Everything grows better with time. My best relationships were the kind where fights would help us grow and bring us closer. You will always be learning about your partner right up until the day you die, so make time your ally! Healthy relationships always have a NATURAL progression to them that time and distance shouldn't affect.

I have never felt comfortable with people who say “as a Christian, I am not looking to date someone. I am looking for someone who will be a future marriage partner.” They say that, but then they go around social events looking for people to meet just like any normal dater. The problem with this approach is it is usually too much too soon. It puts too much pressure on people you are interested in. If you are serious about marriage, you need to know someone for a long time as a friend before you can consider skipping the dating phase. If you haven't known someone for years, then just date like a normal person and simply clarify your intention to not be sexual until marriage and that you are not willing to compromise on that. If they really care about you they will respect it. If they are not man/woman enough to handle it, they are not man/woman enough to be a good husband/wife.

It seems intuitive to say that there is some degree of compromise between figuring out what you are looking for (and in the process making mistakes and going through hurt), and maintaining your purity. I don't always agree with this logic because to some degree we are born knowing what we are looking for (even if we don't always listen to it in our hearts) and God's intentions can be made clear if you are being spiritually healthy.

Not only that but also PURITY is something that CAN AND SHOULD be practiced in the process of getting relationship experience by DATING. It just takes two parties who have the same goals and are willing to help each other out.

One more thing....

I read Plato's Love Symposium years ago, and I won't forget my favorite line. Socrates was trying to define what love actually is, and in the process he said that TRUE LOVE IS NOT POSSESSIVE!

That means that when you love someone, you should not feel threatened by other people who take interest. Your main concern should be their happiness. As I said before, if you are meant to be, things should have a natural progression to them, and competition is a healthy thing. Sometimes it can even be beneficial to the process of them being able to CHOOSE you. What does it prove if you don't give them a choice? I used to think I was in love with someone back when I was in high school, and I decided that I was going to wait forever if need be for the right time when I knew it would work out. It took her six months, with one serious relationship ending and two lame ones coming and going for her to stumble over me as the answer. If I hadn't waited, it wouldn't have worked out the way it was meant to.

I guess my final thought is that God gives us the free will to choose how we spend our time and who we spend it with. That being said, I believe he gives us blessings according to following what's right and what is in his favor. We reap the rewards of choosing what lifts him up and we reap the consequences of choosing to follow our own ways.

Don't put your feelings before him or before what you want for your life. Guarding your heart means guarding your integrity. It doesn't mean closing yourself off from people, but it doesn't mean selling out to frustrations. God's love is better than settling for anything else.

2Cor 12:9
He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."

extra extra last thought:

EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE LOVED!

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The old man & the white horse

There was an old man who lived in a tiny village. Although poor, he was envied by all for the beautiful white horse he owned. Even the king coveted his treasure. People offered fabulous prices for the steed, but the old man always refused. "This horse is not a horse to me," he would tell them. "It is a person. How could you sell a person? He is a friend, not a possession. How could you sell a friend?" The man was poor and the temptation was great, but he never sold the horse.

One morning the horse was missing from the stable. All the village came to see the old man. "You old fool," they scoffed. "We told you that someone would steal your horse. You are so poor. How could you ever hope to protect such a valuable animal? It would have been better to have sold him. You could have gotten whatever price you wanted. Now the horse is gone, and you've been cursed with misfortune."

The old man responded, "Don't speak too quickly. Say only that the horse is not in the stable. That is all we know; the rest is judgment. How can you know if I've been cursed or not? How can you judge?"

The people contested, "Don't make us out to be fools! We may not be philosophers, but great philosophy is not needed to know what's happened here. The fact that your horse is gone is a curse."

The old man spoke again. "All I know is that the stable is empty and the horse is gone. Then rest I don't know. Whether it is a curse or blessing I can't say. All we can see is a fragment. Who can say what will come next?"

The people of the village laughed. They had always thought the man to be a fool; if he weren't, he would have sold the horse and lived off of the money. Instead, he was a poor woodcutter, living hand to mouth in the misery of poverty. Now had had proven that he was, indeed, a fool.

After fifteen days, the horse returned. He hadn't been stolen; he had run away into the forest. Not only had he returned; he had brought a dozen wild horses with him. Once again the village people gathered around the woodcutter and spoke, "Old man, you were right and we were wrong. What we thought was a curse was a blessing. Please forgive us."

The man responded, "Again, you go too far. Say only that they horse is back. State only that a dozen horses returned with him, but don't judge. How do you know if this is a blessing or not? You see only a fragment. Unless you know the whole story, how can you judge? If you read only one page, how can you judge the whole book? All you have is a fragment! Don't say that this is a blessing. No one knows. I am content with what I know. I am not perturbed by what I don't know."

"Maybe the old man is right," they said. But down deep they believed he was wrong. They knew it was a blessing. Twelve wild horses had returned with one horse. With a little bit of work, the animals could be broken and trained and sold for much money.

The old man had a son, an only son. They young man began to break the wild horses. AFter a few days, he fell from one of the horses and broke both legs. Once again the villagers gathered around the old man and cast their judgments.

"You were right," they said. "The dozen horses were not a blessing. They were a curse. Your only son has broken his legs, and now in your old age you have no one to help you. Now you are poorer than ever."

The old man spoke again, "Don't go so far in your judgments. Say only that my son broke his legs. WHo knows if it is a blessing or a curse? No one knows. We only have a fragment of the whole."

A few weeks later the country engaged in war against a neighboring country. All the young men of the village were required to join the army. Only the son of the old man was excluded because he was injured. The enemy was strong and the people feared they would never see their sons again. Once again, they gathered around the old man, crying and screaming because their sons had been taken. "You were right, old man," they wept. "God knows you were right. This proves it. Your son's accident was a blessing. His legs may be broken, but at least he is with you. Our sons are gone forever."

The old man spoke again, "Why do you always draw conclusions? No one knows. Say only this: Your sons went to war, and mine did not. No one is wise enough to know if it is a blessing or a curse. Only God knows."

(This story is from a book I studied with a women's group at church. I hope you enjoy it!)

I love you dear.

Christen Nicole Mitchell, 27, passed away unexpectedly Tuesday, April 8, 2008 at the Sturgis Hospital Emergency Room.

She was born on May 5, 1980 in Sturgis, MI to James W. II and Elaine (Stevens) Mitchell.

Christen had been a Sturgis resident all of her life. She graduated from Sturgis High School in 1998 and received an associates degree from Glen Oaks Community College.

She worked at Sturgis Bank & Trust for 6 years before suffering a stroke in 2006. She was currently employed by Sunrise Printing in Sturgis while pursuing a degree in early childhood education at Glen Oaks Community College.

Christen attended the Colon United Methodist Church in Colon, Michigan, where she had met many new friends and was active in the Women’s Circle. She enjoyed scrapbooking and photography and loved animals, especially her bunny, dog, and 2 cats.

P.S. I'll always remember our recesses in first grade, our many memories at band camp and other trips, and our lunch dates. I'm also really glad that you had a chance to see how awesome God is and what a life with him had to offer. *hug*

Marie & The Nuge

So I thought last Monday was going to be an ordinary day...laundry, homework, perhaps a phone call or two. I did do all of that stuff, but I also met Ted Nugent, which, though it wasn't on my to do list, was a pleasant surprise.

He gave a talk on campus, but a friend of mine invited me to be an unofficial member of his chapter of the College Republicans for the evening, and we were all invited to a meet & greet reception before the talk, where we were able to talk to "The Motor City Madman", take pictures, and get autographs.


We weren't looking at the same camera, but oh well.

Oh, and here's him playing guitar afterwards:

New linkage

If you're reading this post via Google Reader or another RSS feed program and haven't been to my actual page in a while, I'd like to tell you about some of the links I recently added to the site. Be sure to hit them up!

• Rifftrax: Michael J. Nelson, former host of Mystery Science Theater 3000, along with a few friends, offers brilliant and hilarious audio commentaries meant to be played along with many well-known movies & TV shows, from 300 to Grey's Anatomy. Check out the "free sample" clips!
  
• iSerenity: Offers a variety of "sound environments" that help drown out environmental noise in public places. Just turn one on, plug in your headphones, and get to work without distraction. (I'm a huge fan of the thunderstorm one.)
  
• Walk the Razor: Yet another great project from Noel, featuring a podcast and blog entries related to the Christian walk along the razor's edge between legalism & ungodliness.
  
• The Film Geeks: A couple of cool guys hosting a weekly interactive podcast where you can call in to rant and rave about movies that rock and others that really don't. Patrick frequently adds his personal movie reviews to the site as well.
  
• Left-Handed Toons: A project from my brother's college roomie, who asked himself "Can I write webcomics with my non-dominant hand?" Well, he can, and here they are.

These are the newest links, but that doesn't mean the ones that have been there are no longer hittable. In fact, they still very much rock, and I'll write about them later. Have a happy Thursday!

Just so we're clear...

If any of my blog posts is tagged with the label "Mood Stuff" I encourage you to read it with an open mind...and take a grain of salt along with you.

When I'm on either extreme end of the mood spectrum, the way I think about and perceive myself, other people, events, situations, and life in general is incredibly skewed. I'm writing in the moment, but that's where those thoughts stay. They're not really me, and despite how I may be feeling at any point in time, I haven't completely lost sight of who I really am and the way things really are.

You may be asking why I bother keeping those posts up there anyway. I haven't quite figured it out, but think it's so that people can have a better understanding of what life can often be like when experienced by somebody who has mood fluctuations, whether caused by bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety disorder, dysthymia, cyclothymia, or other related conditions.

Anybody can read about any of those things in textbooks, but how often does one hear subjective perspectives from people who are living it? In my life, as a result of being fairly open about myself, I have come across people who have been recently diagnosed with an affective condition or would like to know how to support a loved one. I'm able to tell them about it, and they're able to read about it.

So right now, while I'm having a fairly stable day, let me tell you that I don't hate my life, that I do believe that there is meaning and purpose in it, and that I intend to continue pursuing God's will for it. Writing about my darker days may be a part of that:

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows.

-2 Corinthians 1:3-5

As a counselor in training and an experienced Marie, I am in love with that verse. There are people out there who believe that Christians should never have to feel sad, anxious, depressed or fearful, because they have Christ in them. If they do happen to feel that way, then perhaps they're not really Christian, or they've sinned horribly, or they're just not prayerful or faithful enough.

I am of the belief that this is complete and utter crap. How can we encourage our brothers and sisters in Christ if nobody needs to be encouraged? How can we "be anxious for nothing" if there is nothing about which to be anxious? How can we "cast our cares on Him" if there are none to cast? How can God show us his comfort and provision if we never need it? Why do two of the Gospels have entire chapters about worry and anxiety if it should never be a part of our lives as Christ followers? To go on would be redundant and a waste of typing.

But anyway, I'm running out of battery power, and I'm off to a Bible study. Thanks for reading. =)

The epitome of old-school sweetness

Thanks to Lifehacker, my day is complete.

I could explain it and ruin the surprise for you all, or I could just urge you to dust off and fire up your Telnet client and connect to towel.blinkenlights.nl.

It's probably best to do this when you have some time to spare, and let it run while you eat a sandwich or something. Enjoy!









(I tried, but I just can't let you go without clues, so here they are: ASCII animation & Star Wars. Need I say more?)